[ Dedue is valid, and that's why he's presumably still alive and Dimitri is dead as hell.

It could be worse; he's glad they're holding hands so he's not tempted to do something insane like touch D's hair. Because unfortunately, he doesn't even dislike this. Even if he has some higher understanding that it's unnatural, inspired by nuts, it combines into a simultaneous feeling of 'this is nice' and 'goddess smite me now.' ]

It's the same for you, of course.

[ They can stop this whenever, even if they don't. ]

And admittedly, I could use the chance to step away. I don't do well with... so much happening.

[ parties........ ]

At least you chose a relatively quiet bale of hay to collapse on.