(that comment is what makes him withdraw the hand as fast as he can. like freaking takemichi, it doesn't matter what mikey does, they just don't give up, and it's harder and harder to breathe as it is. trying to keep his shit together is already a feat, and he doesn't want to keep fighting.

enough is just enough.)

... I don't want to hurt you, idiot. That's the problem. I don't want this. If you really do love me, you have to leave me alone. Promise, Baji.