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(catchall / open)
WHO: dimitri and friends
WHERE: wheremstever
WHEN: all of october
WHAT: event starters and whatever else! feel free to ask me for one over at my plotting comment, or just wildcard me whatever, i love wildcards
WARNINGS: will update as necessary
October Event outside catch-all
WHERE: wheremstever
WHEN: all of october
WHAT: event starters and whatever else! feel free to ask me for one over at my plotting comment, or just wildcard me whatever, i love wildcards
WARNINGS: will update as necessary
October Event outside catch-all
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Anyway, it's not everyday he's called out so immediately and directly for hypocrisy, hands stilling for a moment as he crafts together an answer, glancing over at Naruto before he claps some soil off his hands pointlessly. They're just going to get dirty again. ]
I did not. But I didn't save them, either. That obliges me to be here, just as much as if I had slain them myself.
[ That's a personal decision, not an expectation of others. It's hard to dig around earth and gravel and clay until your hands bleed; it's hard to be around the reek and despair of death. It may be hypocrisy, but he'd never wish this on anyone to experience. He wishes it weren't so clear that Naruto already has before. Dimitri can't decide whether it's more comforting to have the help, or if he'd feel better for relieving Naruto of the task entirely.
More quietly, ]
...And responsibility aside, no one deserves to rot in the open air.
[ Better that they're burned or buried. At least they'll be resting, somehow. ]
so sorry for the wait!
Yeah.
[Though not the most eloquent of agreements, it’s sincere.]
Someone important to me died, [he goes on to say, brow knit together unhappily,] and we never recovered the body. I made a memorial for him, but… [Naruto trails off. Then, with a chuckle, he shrugs.] Dunno what I’m tryin’ta say. Just guess there’s closure in being able to bury someone, ya know?
no worries!!
...I think I understand, yes. I'm sorry.
[ It's silly, because it doesn't change anything. Dead is dead. But a body is something you can say goodbye to. It's some tiny mote of control in a siege of loss: the dead aren't completely ripped from you, both body and soul. You can give them to the earth or to a flame. You can chose how to let them go.
He wishes these victims could be tended to by their loved ones, and not a pair of total strangers. But at least they can both sympathize. He studies the face of the body nearest to him. ]
And the dead deserve closure too. Though it's difficult when I do not know so much as their names. [ The corpses are wet and rotting enough that it'd be practically impossible to tell, even if he could recognize them.]
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…Maybe we could take photos of ‘em before we bury ‘em? [suggests Naruto, tone somewhat uncertain. He isn’t fully committed to the idea yet.] Some of the bodies probably…are too far gone, but people back in the city might recognize a few. Might give closure to the families, if we can find ‘em.
[It’d be a grim job, that’s for sure.]
What’dya think?
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...The last body I came across, someone else had the same idea. That one was in a less terrible state of decay, but it's still worth a try.
[ Their camera reel is going to be a bunch of rotting corpses. So that's fun. ]
We can do that for each of them as we lay them to rest.
[ And though it feels silly to say this when they're already hands and knees-deep in dirt, he pauses. ]
Thank you, by the way. The woods are dangerous right now, and I would not begrudge anyone for wanting to escape them as soon as possible. [ Rather than milling about, helping a stranger bury strangers. ] It's kind of you to help.
we can work on wrapping this up! SO sorry about how slow i was :sob:
No thanks necessary. I can handle myself, and this kinda thing is routine for people like me.
[Except Naruto is meant to be keeping his background as a shinobi a secret from others. Well, what Sakura and Sasuke don’t know won’t kill them.]
But if you’re thanking me, I should probably thank you too. Says a lot about you that you’d stop to do this for people you don’t know.