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[closed] hey get your knives out
WHO: Shalem + others
WHERE: Mostly in the Gallows, but there's something happening in Mirth too.
WHEN: Event time!
WHAT: Shalem is in jail, then he's not. Then he needs to make some money.
WARNINGS: Shalem's Shadow amplifying his bloodlust, some PTSD, lots of poetic waxing about dark things. More tba
[ a catch-all for people i've plotted with. feel free to respond to my plotting comment if you'd like a thread! ]
WHERE: Mostly in the Gallows, but there's something happening in Mirth too.
WHEN: Event time!
WHAT: Shalem is in jail, then he's not. Then he needs to make some money.
WARNINGS: Shalem's Shadow amplifying his bloodlust, some PTSD, lots of poetic waxing about dark things. More tba
[ a catch-all for people i've plotted with. feel free to respond to my plotting comment if you'd like a thread! ]

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Then, you needn't. I would not force you onto a stage in the way those people had tried to. And now that my misconception of your experience has been cleared up, I see that my labors were not... entirely ill-conceived.
[ Shalem may not need a teacher, but the teacher came with a private space. Perhaps, if Set were to go with Shalem and explain how the circumstances had evolved with his comprehension of the issue, then all would be well. ]
I have no musical talent, [ he admits, twining his fingers together as though to speak of an area where he did not excel was uncomfortable, rather than simply how things were for gods. They held domains. Some overlapped, and some did not. The god of war had no use for songs and poetry, and so - he had never thought of them. Until now. ] I cannot sing, nor act, nor dance. However, I won't deny my appreciation of the arts.
[ In his own way, he accepts Shalem's offer. ]
My wife tried to instill some manner of understanding within me of such things. She was always so patient with me, the way you are now.
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I... lost that mindset a long time ago. [he sighs softly, lowering his hands from his chest.] It ebbs and flows for me now, but I often do not take the step forward into performing once more.
[then he brightens again. even if he doesn't say anything about why he doesn't perform anymore, it's not important right now, and he can try to find a way to respond if set asks why. one that doesn't involve lying again, but doesn't go into his experiences with the troupe.]
I recited poetry to a friend quite recently, that's how I know who I can and cannot perform for. [then he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, a long, slow exhale. when he next opens his mouth, he utters a wordless note, his voice taking on an entirely different quality.
his speech has hints of his background in performance, the measured cadence and proper pronunciation, hints of an accent he's still struggling with. but whereas he speaks softly, almost wispily, his singing voice is strong, clear, deep, coming from within his chest. after that one experimental note, shalem sings the first stanza of a song he heard not too long before his death, something about moons, rivers and companionship.
when he's done, he opens his eyes, but looks away, flushing. he hasn't done this in a long time and he's unsure about the reaction he'll get.]