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— i'll say a prayer, as i cast it to the flame
WHO: set & others
WHERE: around the netherworld
WHEN: check headers for specific dates/times
WHAT: a catch-all for everything during his time in-game
WARNINGS: physical violence, mentions of sexual abuse, hanahaki syndrome, etc.
WHERE: around the netherworld
WHEN: check headers for specific dates/times
WHAT: a catch-all for everything during his time in-game
WARNINGS: physical violence, mentions of sexual abuse, hanahaki syndrome, etc.
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Besides, there are some things one must not rush, though; learning of others being one of them. The woman is the one he focuses on, though he badly wants to point to all things and ask -- who? who are they to you? what does it mean that this is the form your tether takes? which items make you the most nervous, the most happy to see? ]
She is beautiful.
[ The woman, the one his hands hovers near to, as if it is this tether he is most strongly called to. Slowly, his fingers curl away from her, as he regards the warmth of her mortality. What right does a slaughterer of women have to choose her as the tether he will touch? Isis would scorn him, claw the flesh from his fingers for how presumptuous it would be of him to ever lay hand upon a woman again. ]
Is she -- your mother?
[ If so, he can see where D gets the sweetness in his heart.
Even as he asks the question, his feet carry him back - to the uncovered, cold portrait of D's ancestor. The cold-eyed, infinitely inhuman Noble. He'd made his choice, the moment he'd laid eyes upon it; this thing that could be covered politely, should D wish to hide the tie that will be forged between them. The similarity between himself and the creature that could be his father -- it calls, mournfully and sternly, to him. ]
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She was.
[Though he still refuses to clarify whether or not the portraitSet returns to once more is his father. It isn't difficult to put together by any means, but D won't acknowledge it.
Like before, he watches Set linger in front of the carnelian-eyed man. This time, strangely, even with Set flush before him, the man seems almost like his gaze is turned toward the woman Set had left. Longing, sad.
It's difficult to tell exactly how D moves so quietly with so much cape and armor and with spurs on his boots, but he is very suddenly at Set's side. His bare fingers slip beneath Set's wrist and lift the hand up without capturing it. D places Set's hand gently on the elegant, elaborate frame of the portrait.
It's only a little different than the time Set had been in D's body. Set must accept the chaotic weight if him first, and vice versa, before all of it levels out. In reality, only a minute probably passes by.
The starving darkness Set felt before has been partially satiated even if it pours again through Set's bones. The energy snaking through is so powerful and sultry, it feels wicked. A genetic, natural aura, primordial, ageless. It's raw and sensual; pooling hot above Set's knees into the thighs, rushing up through the stomach, over the chest and into the neck. He is aware of how beautiful and seductive he is, how much power this holds over others. Hungry and dominate.
But following that is a tired, lonely wash of age. The sorrow which comes from seeing thousands and thousands of years of existence, and change, and loss. The shaping of a planet through civilizations, countless battles, leaving behind a person and returning later to find several generations down of their family instead. D's soul is old, and too is it human. As it fits itself into the nook of Set's own soul, the emotions D rarely shows are there: happiness, and fear, and anger, and sadness. It's all there in droves, being felt in silence.
The composed, quiet presence nestles in the pit of Set's body like a little ember, warm and bright enough to calm the ripples of Set's Shadow.]
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[ In the wake of all he experiences, Set strangles the words out of his own mouth. His skin prickles into gooseflesh, below the guidance of D's warm hand, and something sour sits in the back of his throat at the flush of power that laps at him - a tide that rises, until he must tip his head back or be drowned by it. It leaves him dizzy, his head spinning as it rapidly begins to coordinate what is D's presence within him, allowing it purchase where he can stomach it, and urging it to be polite and not tread where Set cannot bear to permit it.
For a creature of Egypt, he is remarkably pale, and thus the warmness of his face is stark against his skin; he flushes red, fingers curling into half-fists as D's impatience leads to the knowledge of his sweetness, his loneliness, the kind of thing that perhaps only a fellow immortal may understand. Set has been apart from humans in ways that D never was, and so he does not track generations born of someone once beloved, though now - he knows that bittersweet agony.
When he blushes, it is straight to his collarbones, as though drunk upon heady wine - mindless for a long moment afterwards, half-sagged against D's body while he blinks and blinks and tries to swim out of the heat. It is both a natural thing, and a shocking one, to find any part of D that is capable of capitalizing upon his innate beauty and sensuality. Having been told of his own desirability by many, he does not imagine that it is an ill-placed sensation. The redness of his soul continues to paw through the new thing there, the echoes of D's own, as if a little animal playing with another beast - similar but unlike it.
He hates that his knees do wobble, that he is sensitive to these things when he ought to be resolute and manly, that he has to put a hand back to steady himself and rasp: ]
I feel you. There is so much more to you than you show, I knew it -- but to feel it as though it were a piece of myself, it is... you are a very overwhelming person, D.
[ But, a person nonetheless, he decides. Ancient and sad, but as beautiful as human as he thinks Jonas to be. ]
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It’s bizarre to him… to fit so perfectly into the whole of someone else. The way he can feel Set in whatever equivalent he must have of his heart, or his soul, or his spirit. The regal, ancient power of the sands are there in him, filling a space he didn’t know he had at all.
Someone else knowing him, feeling him. It makes his skin prickle with worry and caution. His thought float in, choppy and erratic: it’s too much, probably; it’s too consuming; it’s too sexual and starving. It’ll make Set a monster. He should not have rushed it, thinking Set was hesitating, thinking Set had been unsure.]
Are you going to be alright?
[There isn’t any way he knows of to reverse it. He’d have to immediately run to do research—no, if he breaks the tether, would that break the bond between them? he wonders.
The Shadow in him is eerily quiet for once, and yet, this feels for the moment as if it may have been the worst thing he could have agreed to do.]
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Look to me.
[ Slowly, he turns himself around. Away from the towering portrait and into D's space, where he can rest his hands into the dark fall of his hair again, this time cradling the other man's somber face between his palms entirely. He jerks him forth, a little, animated and vicious in the motion. ]
If nothing else, you know now that I will survive you.
[ And readily so. Though there is something aching behind his teeth, and his Shadow is so very still -- he knows this is a different difficulty, a new one. One neither of them are prepared for, so they must navigate it both independently and together. ]
I, [ he falters, vision going hazy for a moment, his knees shaking as he fights the wash of D's aura. ] I don't know if I can keep this clinical, right now. Forgive me, if I act -- within my own nature.
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Set surviving the weight of him is most of the reason why he agreed. If anyone made a good test for what all of this was like, it’s Set. If anyone needed an anchor, it’s Set. And, so far, it hasn’t been too terrible.
Minus the eclectic vampire side of him which he has burdened Set with, thirsty and carnal and proud.]
I’m not worried.
[He looks over Set’s face slowly, studying it. The sensuality in him is now unfettered in Set; he can feel it reverberated back to him, doubled. It isn’t unexpected to him. If he had bitten any human, this is not unlike what would have happened.
He brings both hands up to touch Set’s elbows, bracing the other man from giving out.]
Set.
anna,,, listen
[ ( In what way? Made? ) The words are similar to what he had told Horus, that night not so long ago. His intentions then had been wicked, cruel as could be, monstrous even. Born of a sensual drive and a hunger for power, for dominance. Now, he still feels the drive. He cannot untangle the nature of D's self from his own, hedonistic and eager and ever-given to carnal endeavors. His mind is a storm, a feral thing of heat and tactility that had been driven into corners, primed to revolt against the one thing he'd always sought out.
He wonders, briefly, if his heart will break the way it had when Anubis had brought their mouths together -- that irrevocable moment where his own son had formally admitted he did not know Set for his father, but thought of him in another way. He feels D's need, not only for something to feed upon, but for -- what is it, that he yearns for in the depths of his heart? Is it absolution? Absolution? Acceptance? Set would like to think that it is acceptance, for that is his deepest desire too. ( And unlike D, he will never receive it. )
His heart does not fail him, as he draws the hunter's jaw forth - meeting him halfway. The kiss is far from chaste, for Set is not a creature of withheld passions. It is rough, as much a battle as he would undertake in the field, and he pauses only to whisper across the corner of D's mouth - somewhere between waveringly coy and painfully natural: ] It's alright. I'm very much like you.
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It’s the idea someone even wants to kiss him at all.
And he isn’t sure how something so simple and soft could take him out at the knees when he is so solid in every other way. With the mistletoe, it’s professional. With this…
The fingers on Set’s arms curl slightly. He doesn’t pull away, but doesn’t try to devour Set’s mouth either. The kiss from his end is such a chivalric, polite thing. His lips hesitate with his breath once Set has pulled away. The churn in him is chaotic, turmoil.
A part of him wants to ravish and drink. Another part has the solid, compassionate resolve to know better.
His eyes hide under the lowered, thick lashes; the muddy color of them has become a soft, carnelian sheen, so deep they almost glow. He draws in a quiet breath, like he’ll speak… but he doesn’t yet, hesitating again.
Carefully, in the strangest assuredly but timid way, he kisses Set again, once. The most kind and gentle thing, fleeting.]
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As D worries he will incite madness with his dark nature, Set fears the same. When they inevitably reach his room in the Shadowlands, what will happen to D, when he lets Set's soul find purchase within him?
Pushing the thought away, he wills his fingers to relax, to not claw at the pale skin of D's face and to instead focus upon the way -- the way the hunter kisses back, so very gentle and shy. ( A laugh bursts from his throat, incredulous with the acknowledgement of it. How truly tender-hearted of D, to be so hesitant and unsure. ) ]
It's okay, [ he whispers (again) across the seam of D's mouth. ]
Don't be afraid to have what you need.
[ ( Something within the shape of Set's soul curls, like a hand seeking the shape of another's. Needy, too. Bitterly shamed by it, but ever-present. ) ]