d | a november catchall

[damnpire]

WHO: d & others
WHERE: stygia mostly probably
WHEN: nov.
WHAT: general meetups, notice board things, etc.
WARNINGS: me freezing spoon's comment so i can laugh every time i see it, reference to csa (laurent), snake imagery (augustine)

OOC plotting post

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[paraselenes]

[ The attention—and the question—quickly unsettle him; the anger that'd kept him lofted up slowly deflates. And ordinarily, he'd try not to dive too deeply into this subject, but he can see where this is starting to go. ]

I just... became angry and had the sudden impulse to do so.

[ The mage's simulacrum looks nearly lucid as it watches them, though its attention is flagging now. ]

A—darker impulse.

[damnpire]

[Well.

D watches the irrational, consumed man who is watching them. His lips thin into a frown.] He's reacting to it. [The darker impulse.]

The other voice inside of you, the one that's in the rest of us. Have you been listening to it?

[This isn't mean to be a call out, but listen. He's getting to his point.]

[paraselenes]

[ It feels a little like a callout. But Dimitri can tell where this is leading, so his reluctant silence breaks after a few uneasy seconds of consideration. Quietly, ]

I've been trying not to.

[ When he has a chance to wrestle with his shadow, he's usually been winning. It's just that sometimes it's as quick as flame to kindling; less of a fistfight and more of a gunshot. ]

But sometimes it is... sudden. Like it was now.

[damnpire]

[No judgement. He has also been trying not to listen to his own. Sometimes... the Shadow just happens. He gets it.]

I believe we're going to have to listen to that voice if we want to get through to him.

[It seems to be a hologram, though, so... He's wondering if it can be distracted or subdued, and the real person can be found. It's difficult for him to tell, though, with the marble. He can't hear their blood or their hearts. Everything is stone.]

[paraselenes]

[ So if they indulge their shadows a little—or a lot—this spirit might dispel itself? He crosses his arms. ]

...It seems to be the only way to get his attention.

[ As much as he hates to agree with D's hypothesis. ]

Can you— [ he pauses, discomfited by even having to ask ] can you hear yours?

[damnpire]

[Looks at two of the world's worst people to indulge in their Shadows. Nods. This will go well surely.]

...Yes.

[He doesn't know if Dimitri means just now or all the time, but the different probably doesn't matter. The answer is yes regardless. The Shadow might not ever truly go away, if he considers it long enough.]

We'll go one at a time. Together is too dangerous.